-=and yet he feels guilty, knowing it causes his friend such stress whenever he argues the subject.
honestly there are times when he wonders what would hurt more, being without him and not knowing what had become of him, or having him here like this, so close but unable to share in the affection he selfishly wants.
regardless, his psii is here and he's not giving him up, even if he's not quite himself anymore. neither of them are=-
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-=and yet he feels guilty, knowing it causes his friend such stress whenever he argues the subject.
honestly there are times when he wonders what would hurt more, being without him and not knowing what had become of him, or having him here like this, so close but unable to share in the affection he selfishly wants.
regardless, his psii is here and he's not giving him up, even if he's not quite himself anymore. neither of them are=-